Sunday, April 10, 2005

And rumors spread

Eventfull couple of days.

I won 10 bucks from the casino, met alot of people I forgot existed.

Summoned someone with my thoughts; was sent some memories from another person as a gift.

Preparations must begin, I'm going to attempt to 'charge' some water for my roomate. I don't know why... I feel I have to.

*laugh*

I love it... feelings, premonitions, forethought, hindsight... anything that involves a feeling of what I must do in a given moment for a given outcome.

People have looked at what I've done in moments of my life... stories I've told; where the telling takes longer than the event because "I felt it was a good idea" just doesn't explain how I knew to do, or be where I was and what I did for that one link in the chain of events to fit just right.

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One of the bboys know I'm a martial artist now. I couldn't let it go... I let it out. He guessed, setup the conditions and I walked into his trap. It wouldn't have succeeded except for the fact that I wanted it out.

Which is ok. I'm accepted and established... so I can be a little more loose with my tales and friendship.

And sometimes, a half truth, or not speaking at all counts as a lie.

Others, a mistruth is cleaner than the truth can be.

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Stressed out from work lately. Stress ... I didn't know that word existed. *laugh* we'll see how it takes me; I'm sure I'll learn to cope.

Other than that; Life moves on.

I had a thought that for those enlighened somewhat, but not really the whole way... perhaps some of the truths and options offered in movies are guide posts... sent from those who know for those who don't.

So "out in the open" that no one could think they have other meanings or hold any value.

Whats the latest movie that did poorly but holds a cult audience?

Ever wonder what those people see?

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