Fated
Thanks Amie!
Its been along time!
You remember with me, there may have been a little bit of a ... spark?
lol; I lost it. Its simply not there with this girl I've been dating for more than a year now.
And its funny - that was the best part about dating is feeling on fire like that... drunk with passion.
*poof* gone!
therefore - sad.
Its funny; I think that if I changed any 1 thing all others would line up really nicely.
If I dumped my girl - I'd be rocking out at work and in my personal life.
If I wasn't doing this job; I would be perfect for this girl.
If I stopped trying to have a personal life I would be very good at my job and would be awesome with my girl.
But all 3 at 60% don't really seem to be working so well.
C
posted by Capt'n at 5:53 PM
1 Comments:
Slump? I'm sorry things are off. That sucks mucho.
Maybe the timing is off.
Maybe I am a hopeless romantic.
But I tell you this: I wake up in the middle of the night and my love smiles at me and tells me he loves me so much in his sleep and I still get butterflies in my stomach sometimes when he walks into a room. I miss him when I don't see him for a day. I can not picture my life without him.
But with that, I also have to explain that we have known each other for 10 years. 10 years ago, that spark was not there. I think it's all about timing. Timing and frame of mind.
Whenever I am down or question things in my life I read 100 Simple Secrets of Happy People. And as cheesy as it sounds it makes me feel better about my life and appreciate what I have.
I'm sorry the spark has disappeared. But I say reignite it!
I hope things work out for you.
I've been there. Sometimes when it's gone. It's gone.
10:13 PM
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