Fated

Thanks Amie!

Its been along time!

You remember with me, there may have been a little bit of a ... spark?
lol; I lost it. Its simply not there with this girl I've been dating for more than a year now.

And its funny - that was the best part about dating is feeling on fire like that... drunk with passion.

*poof* gone!

therefore - sad.

Its funny; I think that if I changed any 1 thing all others would line up really nicely.

If I dumped my girl - I'd be rocking out at work and in my personal life.
If I wasn't doing this job; I would be perfect for this girl.
If I stopped trying to have a personal life I would be very good at my job and would be awesome with my girl.

But all 3 at 60% don't really seem to be working so well.

C

Sadness

Well... I'm sad now.

Trying to get some emotion out the door - if I can write about it, maybe I can deal with it.