Reading

Its funny; for myself reading is a sort of meditation. Something to busy my rational mind leaving my sub concious and whats left to wander and play.

And today while reading I came to a memory; a decision and a reading. Very nicely put together too.

I know I'm being used by someone getting inclose to my heart. That the ninja saying goes "only teach half of what you know, and always be able to kill your students". And what I'm to do about it.

Budgie; the fact that my friends don't know I'm crazy is an advantage; I'd think.

That way when I actually do something off the wall its still a suprise. Or when they're expecting that, I can react normally... and catch them off guard.